Monday, December 6, 2010

Here I am.

I close my eyes....
Once more....The light before me.
Where am I? Where have I come from?
Speak to me endless mysteries of life.
Dessert field of loneliness, do I belong to you?
I call. I cry. bring me close to you dear light.
How far are you?
Come back.
Am i moving?
Come back.

Where am I?
Are you leaving me?
I still see you.
Come back.
You're not dimming
But my spirits light is.
Faith. Where have you gone?
Love. Who are you?
Am I moving?
Come back.

Hatred. Leave me, though you may be satisfying.
Anger, kill me not. You do not belong to my being.
Greed. You destroy me, but you are so sweet, you are more than a dream.
Hope. Are you there?
Pain. Why are you here?
Don't take me. Don't touch me.
Teach me to move.
I want you back.

JoyceTJL

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

IM STILL LIVING BABEH! XD

ANOTHER YEAR PASSED!!!! ONE MORE MONTH LEFT!!! MY LESS THAN NUMBER 10 POST IS HERE!! @.@

It's so nice to see a clear blog...It's like you're starting anew. Something everybody wants to do when it comes to life i guess.
Looking back at the past and finding things very messy. You want them away. Whether they were moments of victory or defeat, you just wanna know who you are and not what you have been. I guess that is why we do not remember our past very well, it'll end up like a blog. It's nice to see what you have been through, but it's not always nice to know, there are moments clinging behind you, whether you like them or not they are there.
And I guess that is why, Christ came down for all of us. And assure us of a future He holds in His hands for us. The salvation and the truth in Love. We have no reason to look back all the time...But we have a reason to live for today!

I havent wrote for so long...this is....Niceeeee~ XDD